Boring graduated life

today feeling not so well....seems like fall sick already...
just graduated the day before..then now fall sick...
my bf cant take care of me cause he have something to handle...
feel bit sad sad one...

need to attend some microsoft training program next week..start from 7 of May till 11 of May, 9am-5pm..also same as working time. doesnt is good if im really working with microsoft now??
good working environment and high pay. but sure, high pressure for working too.
really worry bout my future.

whether i can get a job that good enough for me?
whether i can handle my job well?
whether i can give a better living life to my family?
whether i can let my bf stay better life with me togather??

so many things in my mind...yet still cant get a good answer for it.
hope in the near future...i can know the answer..and is a good one...

wish all u guys...all the best for ur future lor...