So free in training time…^^

waiting for tutor now....having a microsoft VB training course in Amcorp mall now...
is free one ooo....quite good...really can learn something new..strat from basic to deeper...

feel funny to play wth programming...
when u start from 0 and then end with somethings that nice and great...feel happy for it...
i guess that how a mother feel when she see her new born baby...
but is really killing me when there is something happen in the middle when debugging and i have to find the bug out to solve it...i always waste lots of time on that...
wondor how my mother feel when im naughty and make her angry last time...
quite funny...hehehe

mothers' day is coming lor...haven buy anything for my mum...
cause not much money to spend now..i even have to borrow money from mum for this month lei...haih....useless son i am...mum...sorry ooo....

have u guys even tell ur mum or dad 'i love u'??? is it really that hard for asian people to tell that?
i told before...once..when stil kid...after grown older...feel shy to say that...
people mind really change when get older...
change to be more realistic...
change to be more complicate...
change to be more countful...
change to be more money minded...
so much changes till cant have a simple life again...

why cant we just stay togather and have a simple dinner with mum and dad?
why cant we love someone without hoping to get a same return?
why cant we get close to a friend just because like him/her?
the world make us to change??
or because of human...the world change to suit us???

some people say God create the world for human being...huamn being destroy the world cause try to be God...im not sure the world will be destroyed or not in the future...but definitely the world is changing because of human being...

haih......too free till write some many junk here...
wakakkaa...tutor is here lor........

happy day to all my friends...
happy to mum....i love u...
happy to sagua...i love u too....

Boring graduated life

today feeling not so well....seems like fall sick already...
just graduated the day before..then now fall sick...
my bf cant take care of me cause he have something to handle...
feel bit sad sad one...

need to attend some microsoft training program next week..start from 7 of May till 11 of May, 9am-5pm..also same as working time. doesnt is good if im really working with microsoft now??
good working environment and high pay. but sure, high pressure for working too.
really worry bout my future.

whether i can get a job that good enough for me?
whether i can handle my job well?
whether i can give a better living life to my family?
whether i can let my bf stay better life with me togather??

so many things in my mind...yet still cant get a good answer for it.
hope in the near future...i can know the answer..and is a good one...

wish all u guys...all the best for ur future lor...