闷的生活

最近的生活都满闷的。。。
虽然开始工作，但日子还是很优闲。老师必须同时兼顾两班，所以我们大部分的时间都在自己找事做。。。
上网啦。。。online games啦。。。写blog啦。。。
感觉上这分薪金拿得有点心虚。。。
不过，如果能这样拿钱工作，也蛮不错嘛。。。
轻松。。。却有点无聊。。。

毕业了，再也不能像以前般优游自在，吊儿郎当。。。
工作了，责任多了，烦恼多了。。。
确实会让人想逃。。。
逃到一个可以轻松的地方。。。
逃到一个没有责任的地方。。。
逃到一个不用工作的地方。。。

看来，我又发梦了。。。
该梦醒了。。。

做梦真的只是小孩的权利吗？
长大了，我们再也不能浪费时间做梦。。。
就连睡觉时做梦的时间也被剥夺了。。。
大人。。。世界也变了。。。

Langkawi trip

Here are some pictures that I took when having my graduation trip to Langkawi.

Is a nice island. People there are friendly enough to give us direction to nice destination. Food are cheap and delicious (em..maybe not all~~~blek). But for me, nothing much can see and visit there. Maybe is because I don't like to visit historical places gua. I more prefered places that are natural not artificial. But can spent time will all my gang members before we separated for work, it does a good memory. A memory that need to be keep for long.

The pic are not so nice. But hope u all love it anyway. kekeke...

Sick time

Sick since I came back from Langkawi. A rush trip for 4 days. We did go for some interested places. But end up with a half dead body at home.

Went for doctor, have some medicines. Bit still can’t recover form the sickness. It makes me suffer more when I start my training class on Monday. It seems like the air-con has made friend with my fever. When ever I in the air-con room my fever will be coming back. I think I have to wait until weekend so I can have a full rest at home, a place that I can be far away from any air-con.

Last night I stay over night at my bf house. Although he didn’t ask, I know actually he is so worry bout me. Feel guilty to make him so worry. I should be the one that take care of him, that’s what I want to be lar, but now is more like he take care of me.

This is the 2^nd day of my training. I hope that it will getting better. I can have a more stable financial income, so I can at least support my mum and my younger sister.

Haih….I’m always a low confident guy.

2nd day of the training

quite some times i did not come in and put down some words....
cause getting lazy...cause getting bored....

life is changing now...
from a study life...moving towards working life...
previously, I can skip any class when i want....
sleep till afternoon also dont have people will come to disturb me...
now...harsh life...wake up at 7am in the morning...prepare myself and go for training...
sien.....i have to continue on this kind of life style for 2 years...
and even my whole life....GOD...hope i get free money..hahahha

life is changing more...
from leisure to mature.....
cant have my everning sleep when tire....
cant play my online game with friends til 5am....
now...beside work...what left in my life..still work...
hahaha...better get use to it fast...
cause can predict that....
that will be part of my life..for long....

wondering how others doing now...?!?!
hope everything fine for them...
hope we still remember the fun time when we study togather....
hope hte friendship...will last forever...

hahaha....
human do only appriciate somethings when we lost it...
weird right?
even we know what will happen at the end..
but same mistake will happen..
again and again..
we learn from the past.....
then we repeat the mistake after we learnt it...
hahaha